That is when things are going to get exciting. ☺
I promised to myself I would write everyday, even if I don't have that much to say. So I'm going to say goodnight for now, I need to study, I need to read until my eyes feel like they're going to fall out, because I know it will be worth it one day. When that day comes, I will be grateful that I was disciplined enough to have the sense to study when I needed to. Exam week is when I have to show my teachers that I have been absorbing everything they said throughout the year, so that they will put me in advanced math next year.
About a week ago my math teacher asked me if I wanted to be recommended to scientific math for next year. I was so happy when she asked me, I thought I was dreaming. But you see, because I made an amazing effort to learn something I have absolutely no interest in, I get to be in a class where everyone feels the same way as me.
I don't know about you, but I care about success. I refuse to go through life the traditional way, settle down, have kids, become a grandmother....
That is not the life for me, and I would never be able to live that way. I'd be extremely unhappy. The thought of taking care of a screaming toddler at ungodly hours of the morning is enough to give me nightmares. How can I ever take care of kids when all I care about is myself? If you don't agree with me, you might think that is a selfish thing to say. I really don't care if it sounds selfish, it's who I am. Nobody ever said we were supposed to agree with everyone's opinions, but we do have a freedom to make our own decisions. This is my decision and I'm sticking to it. That's all.